Day Ninety Two and Ninety Three: 2 and 3 April 2015

Hey there wonderful people,

The last two days have been the easiest of my week. I can finally relax after such a hectic beginning to my week.

On Thursday, I went to my classes as usual and I went to work. While at work I hung out with one of my roommates and we played board games with a friend of hers who I never really got a long with. I am making more of an effort to not hate him. I must say that I genuinely enjoyed playing all of the games even though he was there. After we played a few rounds it was time for me to clock out of work and make my way home. The drive was peaceful as it usually is, and once I arrived in town I made my way to World Market where I picked up a few bottles of wine and a new coffee mug. Once I did that I made my way to my favorite nail salon to get my eyebrows done because they were looking rough. After that I made my way home where I spent the next hour or so dying Easter eggs with my niece. Then her, my father, and I ate burgers for dinner before they had to leave and go to her Girl Scout meeting. Once they left, I changed into my comfy clothes and plopped myself down onto my couch and proceeded to watch some TV before one of my favorite movies came on. At 9pm when Maleficent came on my mom and I sat down to watch it, but I didn’t last long and I ended up falling asleep on the couch. Once the movie was over my mom woke me up and told me to go to bed which I readily agreed to. I went upstairs and got snuggled up in my bed and fell asleep almost instantly.

When I woke up this morning I get myself ready and 10 minutes before 10am I made my way to the tattoo shop where I got my tattoo done in December. It has been looking dreadful recently and it needed to be touched up. I made it there 10 minutes after it opened and the guy who did my tattoo in December was there and he got set up quickly and before I knew it he was making my tattoo look as good as new. We had a great conversation we talked about the most random things but it made the process much more bearable instead of being silent for 40 minutes while he tattooed my collarbone. My tattoo looks so much better now than it did! Once he taped me up with a nice bandage I left to go get some lunch, I went to Panera to get a chicken caesar salad to go and I grabbed some Starbucks as well because I have a caffeine addiction. Then after getting my food, I made my way to Walmart to pick up a few things. I got some nail polish because now that its spring time I needed some brighter colors, I also picked up an eyeshadow palette from Maybelline. After leaving Walmart I came home and ate my lunch and watched a movie on Netflix before starting to watch season 3 of House of Cards. I am about to start doing some homework and continue watching House of Cards. Then later on tonight I hope to be done with the major assignment I will be working on before I go to bed. Wish me luck!

I hope you all have a wonderful Friday night!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh

Day Eighty Seven and Eighty Eight: 28 and 29 March 2015

Hello everyone!

I hope you have had a wonderful weekend! I’m sure you all had a better one than me.

I don’t know what’s been wrong with me, the past few days but it is really affecting my mood. I have just been in an awful mood the last few days and everything just keeps making it worse. No matter what I do I just can’t shake how I feel. It’s not like anything happened either, on Saturday I went to Zumba like normal and I danced my butt off but before I even went to Zumba I woke up in an awful mood. I slept just fine and I got plenty of sleep, so I don’t know why I woke up so gross. After Zumba I took a nice shower and got all snuggled up on my couch and watched the rest of season one and all do season two of House of Cards. I didn’t have anything else to do, and all day I was just in an awful mood. I wasn’t happy at all, I was being rude to my parents unintentionally, and I had no desire to do anything. I used to feel like this all the time before I got put on anti-depressants but for some reason this weekend made me feel like I wasn’t on medication at all. Maybe it’s the stress of the week getting to me or maybe the medication is losing effect and I need a higher dosage. I don’t know but I can’t handle any more days like this. On top of my awful mood I have had a ridiculous headache all weekend long too. It was just not meant to be a good weekend. Another thing that contributed to my bad mood was the text message I got from one of my friends from school about housing next year and that residence life still hasn’t fixed their mistake about my room next year. After that message I emailed the woman in charge yet again to let her know the problem was still a problem and I already made plans to go see her tomorrow and I’m not going to leave until I have my answers. There is no reason I shouldn’t be in the room I signed up for, I paid all my money and the other girls I signed up with are in the room we signed up for so I don’t know why I’m not in there with them. Pretty much after that my mood hit rock bottom and nothing was going to change it. I went to bed early that night and fell asleep after watching the last episode of season two of House of Cards.

Then today when I woke up I woke up in a slightly better mood than the day before but I still feel bad for no reason. My headache still will not go away no matter what I do, but I had plans today and I wasn’t going to let it stop me. I went to see the Divergent Series: Insurgent today with my mom and it was a really good movie but compared to the book there were a lot of things that were different. However I did enjoy myself and I’m impatiently waiting for the third movie to come out, so I can see where they take it. With the amount of differences in the movie from the book I’m interested to see what they do with the next movie because they are going to have to change a lot of things around. After the movie I made my way to Starbucks to get my Sunday treat to myself before making my way back to school like I always do. When I got back to school I ate some soup my mom got me from Panera Bread and before unpacking my bag. After I unpacked I went out into the living room and watched the end of a Disney movie with my roommates while telling them all about Insurgent, even though they have never even seen Divergent they still listened to me anyway. In about 30 minutes my TV shows are going to come on first I’m going to watch Once Upon A Time, then Secrets and Lies, and then finally The Royals. I can’t decide which one I’m more excited for, so I will just have to see what happens!

I hope tomorrow will be a better day, but I don’t know. I hope you all have a better Monday than I will have, and I will be sure to tell you all about my day.

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh

Day Eighty Five and Eighty Six: 26 and 27 March 2015

Hey there everyone!

Thank God It’s Friday, I am in a serious need of some relaxation. I can already tell that I am going to have to take a nap tomorrow… it’s been a tiring week and I’m so glad that it’s over with. Time for some Netflix and a few glasses of wine. Let me start with Thursday…

Oh Thursday, it was the day after my induction ceremony and the stress of the day finally caught up with me. It took me a little while but it finally hit me how hurt I am that my sister literally said nothing to me. She fundamentally ruined my entire day, and at this point I don’t even want her to come to any more of my functions including my graduation. I refuse to let her ruin any more of my special nights. Other than that Thursday was a usual day and I went to class and I went to work. After work was done I spent all of my night studying for a major essay test I had Friday. Literally that is all I did yesterday because I was so stressed over this test. After studying for hours and hours I finally made my way to bed and even then I still didn’t go to sleep and spent a few more hours studying before finally passing out.

Today however, was a very eventful day. The morning went as it always does, and I spent my lunchtime studying for my test. Then at 1pm I sailed through my test with little difficulty and I was on my way home. As soon as I got off the interstate my gas light came on and I pulled into a 7-11 to get some gas for my car. When I got to the pump, I got out of my car and instinctively I locked my door and shut the door. When I did this I locked my phone and my keys inside. Once I realized what happened I wanted to die, so I ran inside to ask if they had a phone I could call my mom to get me the spare key for my car. They gave me a phone to use and I made the call. While I waited for my mom to arrive I walked around the shop and while I was awkwardly standing in an aisle a random guy came up to me. This random guy said hello to me and introduced himself as Eric and asked my name so I told him. Then he asked where I was from and I told him I was from the area, not getting too specific. Then he proceeded to ask me if I was married and sensing that he wouldn’t leave me alone if I said I was single I lied and told him that I was engaged. I didn’t see any other solution, I shoved my hand in my pocket so he wouldn’t be able to see the lack of engagement ring. He then told me that all the pretty ones are always engaged or married. I just smiled and he told me to have a nice day and I told him the same. Not too long after that my mom arrived and saved the day, I got to open my car and pay for my gas. After that whole ordeal was over I made my way home and I have been on my couch ever since because my friend has me hooked on a show that I can watch on Netflix called House of Cards. I’ve watched almost all of season 1 today and I realize that this may be a problem but I don’t care. So far it’s an amazing show, and I’m really enjoying it. However I do think I will being going to bed soon because I have to be up early in the morning for Zumba!!

I hope you all have a wonderful night! And I will talk to you again soon!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh