Hello everyone!
I hope you have had a wonderful weekend! I’m sure you all
had a better one than me.
I don’t know what’s been wrong with me, the past few days
but it is really affecting my mood. I have just been in an awful mood the last
few days and everything just keeps making it worse. No matter what I do I just can’t
shake how I feel. It’s not like anything happened either, on Saturday I went to
Zumba like normal and I danced my butt off but before I even went to Zumba I woke
up in an awful mood. I slept just fine and I got plenty of sleep, so I don’t know
why I woke up so gross. After Zumba I took a nice shower and got all snuggled
up on my couch and watched the rest of season one and all do season two of
House of Cards. I didn’t have anything else to do, and all day I was just in an
awful mood. I wasn’t happy at all, I was being rude to my parents unintentionally,
and I had no desire to do anything. I used to feel like this all the time
before I got put on anti-depressants but for some reason this weekend made me
feel like I wasn’t on medication at all. Maybe it’s the stress of the week
getting to me or maybe the medication is losing effect and I need a higher dosage.
I don’t know but I can’t handle any more days like this. On top of my awful
mood I have had a ridiculous headache all weekend long too. It was just not
meant to be a good weekend. Another thing that contributed to my bad mood was
the text message I got from one of my friends from school about housing next
year and that residence life still hasn’t fixed their mistake about my room next
year. After that message I emailed the woman in charge yet again to let her
know the problem was still a problem and I already made plans to go see her
tomorrow and I’m not going to leave until I have my answers. There is no reason
I shouldn’t be in the room I signed up for, I paid all my money and the other
girls I signed up with are in the room we signed up for so I don’t know why I’m
not in there with them. Pretty much after that my mood hit rock bottom and
nothing was going to change it. I went to bed early that night and fell asleep
after watching the last episode of season two of House of Cards.
Then today when I woke up I woke up in a slightly better mood
than the day before but I still feel bad for no reason. My headache still will
not go away no matter what I do, but I had plans today and I wasn’t going to let
it stop me. I went to see the Divergent Series: Insurgent today with my mom and
it was a really good movie but compared to the book there were a lot of things
that were different. However I did enjoy myself and I’m impatiently waiting for
the third movie to come out, so I can see where they take it. With the amount
of differences in the movie from the book I’m interested to see what they do
with the next movie because they are going to have to change a lot of things
around. After the movie I made my way to Starbucks to get my Sunday treat to
myself before making my way back to school like I always do. When I got back to
school I ate some soup my mom got me from Panera Bread and before unpacking my
bag. After I unpacked I went out into the living room and watched the end of a Disney
movie with my roommates while telling them all about Insurgent, even though
they have never even seen Divergent they still listened to me anyway. In about
30 minutes my TV shows are going to come on first I’m going to watch Once Upon
A Time, then Secrets and Lies, and then finally The Royals. I can’t decide
which one I’m more excited for, so I will just have to see what happens!
I hope tomorrow will be a better day, but I don’t know. I
hope you all have a better Monday than I will have, and I will be sure to tell
you all about my day.
Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh
