Day Eighty Nine Ninety and Ninety One: 30 March through 1 April 2015

Hey there everyone,

It has been a really hectic week, which is why I haven’t had time to blog about it. Between projects, papers, and tests I have barely had any time to do anything else. I had a project due on Tuesday, a test on Wednesday, and several assignments due on Thursday.

Monday was a busy day because I spent the entire day working on the project that was due Tuesday because not only was there a project to do but I also had to do a 20 question assignment for the same class. Then on Tuesday I spent the entire day studying for the essay test I had to do on Wednesday. Wednesday I actually got to take a small break because I only had to do a 20 question assignment.

As we all know Wednesday was the first day in April as well as April Fool’s Day, I never much cared for April Fool’s Day because I feel like it gives people an excuse to act like idiots all day because that is normally what happens.  However, like I do at the beginning of every month I’m going to tell you all some of my favorite random holidays in April. The first of them being on April 4^th which is National Hug a Newsman Day. There is National No Housework Day on the 7^th, National Golfer’s Day on the 10^th, National Stress Awareness Day on the 16^th, National Blah Blah Blah Day on the 17^th, my personal favorite National Take A Chance Day on the 23^rd, and last but not least National Kiss Your Mate Day on the 28^th. This month is full of great random holidays, if you want to check some of them out follow this link http://holidayinsights.com/moreholidays/april.htm to the website where I get all of my fun holidays.

So after my assignments were done on Wednesday I spent the rest if my day doing laundry and packing for the three day weekend. I haven’t done laundry in a couple of weeks and I was running out of socks, so while I was watching Supernatural I threw all of my clothes in the washer. Supernatural this week made me so happy because one of my favorite characters who died a few seasons back showed up. I was so excited I was smiling the entire episode! And Crowley, another one of the main characters finally got his life together and told his mom how he felt about her. Then after Supernatural, Sarah and I watched Gone in 60 Seconds, which is one of her favorite movies and I had never seen it before. The movie was great and I really enjoyed it! As the movie was finishing up I folded my laundry and packed a few of the things I just washed. I finished packing all of my belongings for the three day weekend. I will tell you all about Thursday and Friday in my next blog post!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh  

Day Eighty Three and Eighty Four: 24 and 25 March 2015

Hello awesome people,

I hope y’all have had a good week so far, sorry I didn’t post last night but I was exhausted and I had a lot of homework that needed to get done! So this post will be about Tuesday and Wednesday, and tomorrow I will post about Thursday and Friday. Without further delay let’s get too it.

Tuesday was a fairly laid back day, I didn’t have any classes because it was advising day here at school. Probably a good thing I didn’t have class or I would’ve been a zombie because I was up really late skyping a very good friend of mine. He and I stayed on the phone/computer/ipad until 6am when we both finally started to pass out. My appointment with my adviser was at 10:30 so I didn’t get as much sleep as I needed but I powered through the lack of sleep. When I got to my appointment I had to wait a little bit because she was meeting with another student. I used that time to talk to her secretary who is a very nice woman and we talked about a variety of topics and she told me about her dad and his love of cake. It was great hearing her stories. After she finished talking about her dad and his love of cake my advisor was ready for me. During my appointment she gave me a list of all of the classes I needed to graduate and I could’ve literally cried right there because she planned out my last two semesters and I only have to take 15 credits my last two semesters. I have been taking 18-20 the last few semesters and I was so excited about only have 5 classes. I thought I was going to have to take more than that and I couldn’t contain my joy, as soon as I left my appointment I had to call my mom and tell her the good news! Once I got off the phone with my mom I made my way back to my apartment and I had only a little bit of time before I had to go to work at 1. So I spent my time hanging out with my roommates, and then I went to work and Sarah joined me and we just hung out and talked for the 2 hours I was stuck at work. Then after work it was time for me to get my homework done. I sat down at my computer and I attempted to do my work but I ended up almost falling asleep on my computer before Sarah woke me up and told me to go to bed and take a nap. I just nodded and propelled myself onto my bed where I collapsed almost immediately and fell asleep for 2 hours. It was a glorious nap and I hadn’t of taken it I’m pretty sure I would’ve died. After my nap I felt much better and I made myself some dinner before taking a nice long hot shower. Once all of that was done I finally got started on my homework. I ended up doing homework for hours, and I even did some during commercials the while I was watching 19 Kids and Counting with Sarah. Thankfully by midnight I was done and I could go back to bed, and it didn’t take long for me to pass out again.

Then on Wednesday I had all of my classes as usual, and I ended up going to a lecture about budgeting and finance that was optional for all students. I learned a lot and hopefully I will remember those things when I graduate from university. After that I made my way to lunch with Sarah and then I went to class. The only different about this Wednesday was that instead of going to work I met my family at Applebee’s for dinner because I was getting inducted into the business honor society at school, and they all came down to watch the ceremony. My family was running late as usual so Sarah and I got to the restaurant way before they did so we ordered ourselves some margaritas and an appetizer and waited for them. We were just finishing our chicken wings when the showed up. It wasn’t just my mom and dad, but my sister her husband and daughter along with my grandmother showed up. It was a lot of people, and my sister as usual was rude to me and we barely spoke to each other. Honestly I have no idea why she even came in the first place. Before everyone was done with dinner I had to head out because I had to be at the venue early because I was being inducted. Sarah saved everyone seats and I got to sit in the front row. The ceremony was fairly quick and we were done with all the recognitions and awards after an hour. There was a small reception afterwards and they had cake and water for those who wanted it. During that time we took pictures and I introduced my mom to my advisor who is also the dean on the business school, and a few of my professors. Overall it was a good event, then after that my family left and Sarah and I went back to our apartment. We made it back with plenty of time before Supernatural was coming on! We watched the new episode while we ate on our left over food from dinner and I refused to do any homework during then. After wards however I still had to work on part one of a big project I’ve been working on. Luckily I got it done and turned in before midnight and then it was bed time because after those two days I was exhausted!

I hope y’all have a great rest of the week!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh

Day Seventy Seven and Seventy Eight: 18 and 19 March 2015

Hey Y’all!

I hope you have had a wonderful Wednesday and Thursday! This week just seems to have flown by, it doesn’t feel like tomorrow is Friday! Summer is another week closer and then I will officially be a senior in college! I’m so excited, I won’t know what to do with myself! Although the end of the semester does signal a few different things for me, school will be over so I will have to start working everyday again, I have to move back in with my parents for the summer, and saddest of all Sarah will be graduating and most likely moving to Wilmington, NC which is 3 hours away from me! So school ending this year will be bittersweet. Enough of that for now and let’s talk about the last two days.

Yesterday, was a fairly boring day… I spent most of my day working on a 5 page paper that was due by 7:30 this morning. I had to watch a 5 part YouTube video and take notes on it so that I would be able to do the paper correctly, and it was a major struggle.  While I was watching part 4 of the videos I fell asleep because I was exhausted and I didn’t wake up until it was time for me to go to work at 3:50. I grabbed my laptop and booked it down the stairs so I wouldn’t be late. While I was at work I finished watching the videos and started typing my paper. Then I worked on it for a few hours before I was off work at 6. Then when I got back to the apartment I made myself some dinner before grabbing a quick shower. After that I spent another few hours working on my paper because I wanted to get it over with. However at 9pm the new episode of Supernatural came on so I took a break to watch that with Sarah. Then after the episode I put my writing cap on and finished my paper by 12:30, however even after I was done I was wide awake so it took me forever to get to sleep. This brings me to today…

This morning when my alarm clock went off, I completely ignored it and kept right on sleeping. Then when I did finally wake up there was no time for me to get myself ready to make it to my first class. So I skipped my first class this morning and I don’t regret my decision. I would have been dead to the world if I had gotten up at 5:45 like I usually do on Thursdays. So I took my time getting ready this morning since I wasn’t going to the first class. I straightened my hair instead of curling it because I wanted to do something a little different then for my makeup I did something more subtle and natural looking. It turned out very pretty, I used a pale white color on my lid and blended a light matte brown on the outer corner before adding a shimmery brown in my crease. It created a very pretty natural look that was perfect for how I was feeling today. By the time I was ready for the day it was time for me to go to class. I went to my other two classes and then I made my way to work where I had nothing to do so I spent 2 hours playing solitaire on my laptop. After work I ran to the store with Sarah so we could get ingredients for dinner tonight. I am going to be making parmesan crusted pork chops with rice and broccoli, I’m really excited about it because this is one of my favorite dishes. Then after dinner we are going to drink some wine and watch some movies since neither of us have any more homework to do! Overall it shall be a very relaxing evening!

Well I’ve got to go and make dinner, I hope y’all have a wonderful Friday!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh

Day Seventy Three and Seventy Four: 14 and 15 March 2015

Hello Wonderful People, 

I trust y’all had a wonderful weekend, I know that mine wasn’t too awful. My weekend consisted of watching movies with my mom and dad and coming back to school!

Saturday was a good day, I went to Zumba that morning with my mom and sister. We danced our butts off and then afterwards my sister gave me a homemade power muffin, which was a whole grain oatmeal yogurt blueberry muffin. It was a lot to say but it was really good and it hit the spot after working out for an hour. Then after that I went home and took a well-deserved shower and decided that since I was going back to school the next day I was going to do my laundry. I hadn’t done laundry in a while so I figured that there was no better time then while I was at home. After my shower I gathered all of clothes and made my way downstairs to sort my clothes into different piles. Once they were sorted I started my first load and started up my computer to watch season 10 of Supernatural. And that’s all I did, all day. I got all of my laundry done and finished watching the Supernatural series and now I am all caught up on what’s going on and Sarah told me I can officially join the Supernatural fan club since I have now seen every episode in order. After all of that was done I got hungry and since my mom wasn’t home I cooked dinner for the family, I made grilled chicken quesadillas and they were delicious. After dinner we all sat down on the couch and I had a glass of wine and we watched “The Other Woman” which is my favorite movie right now. Then the guy I like called me and we talked on the phone for 3.5 hours and we laughed and I was so happy and constantly smiling. I made him go to bed because he had to get up for work in the morning or we probably would’ve talked longer. I went to bed shortly after we said our goodbyes, and I had many sweet dreams of him.

Then today I slept in a little because spring break was ending and I didn’t know when I would be able to sleep in again. When I got up I was in an awesome mood so I decided I wanted to go all out on my hair and makeup. I curled my hair like usual and made it all fancy looking. Then for my makeup I did a brown and bronze smoky eye using my Too Faced Cat Eye’s palette. Then once I was ready for the day I packed all of my stuff and brought it all downstairs. By that time my mom and dad were home and we decided to eat dinner early that way I could eat with them since I had to leave around 4 to head back to school. We made sirloin steaks, roasted potatoes, and a salad. It was delicious, and it kept me full for a very long time. After dinner I packed up my car and grabbed some Starbucks before heading down the road to school. After an hour and half long drive I arrived at school in time for one of my friends to walk by and he helped me carry my belongings up the three flights of stairs to my apartment. Once inside I unpacked all of my stuff and hung out with Sarah and PJ, before we watched Once Upon A Time at 8pm. I did some homework afterwards and watched a movie with Sarah to end the night!

I hope you all have a wonderful Monday!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh

Day Seventy One and Seventy Two: 12 and 13 March 2015

Hello Everyone!

So I’m sorry for being so late with this post but it’s been a busy few days!

So on Thursday I had to wake up super early because I had to go get a cavity filled at 9am. I woke up earlier than I would’ve liked too and curled my hair like normally do, I wanted to get it out of the way that way I wouldn’t have to do it later that day. I finished my hair and before I left to go to the dentist again I took some advil to prepare myself for the havoc my dentist was going to wreak on my mouth. Once I got to the dentist they got to work on my mouth and I was in and out in 25 minutes. After my appointment I made my way back home and I proceeded to sit on my couch as the numbing on my cheek started to wear off and watched season 9 of Supernatural. After a few hours I could feel the pain in my cheek and it was time for me to get my makeup on because I was picking my niece up from school. I did my makeup and used my new Urban Decay Shadow Box palette and was ready in time to drive across town to pick Mackenzie up from school. After I picked her up I decided to give her a little treat and we went to Sweet Frog to get some frozen yogurt. It was so good to see her because with me being off at school I don’t get to see her a lot, so when I do I like to take her out for a little aunt/niece bonding time. Needless to say she really enjoyed herself. Then after that I had to have her do her homework because she is 9 after all and I sat there and helped her with all of her subjects. Then I had to take her home because she had a Girl Scout meeting to go to, and I had to get ready for Zumba class. I dropped her off and while I was at my sister’s house she invited me over for dinner after Zumba later on that evening. I agreed and headed back to my house so that I could change for class. I did an hour of Zumba and then went over Anneliese’s house for dinner and she made chicken Caesar pasta salad which was really delicious and definitely hit the spot after the workout. I hung out for about an hour which was long enough to say goodnight to Mackenzie and grab some Girl Scout cookies for my dad. Then I came back home and went right to my bed and watched some more Supernatural before passing out.

Then on Friday I didn’t move out of my bed for a few hours after I woke up and just watched Netflix on my laptop until I got hungry and needed to get food from the kitchen. I got myself some lunch and then decided to watch Netflix from my couch for the rest of the day. Then my mom came home and told me I was going to dinner with my grandmother, so I had to make myself look presentable since I was looking like a wreck. I did my hair and makeup as quick as I could and my mom and I met my grandmother at olive garden. I got my usual delicious chicken and mashed potatoes with a large glass of wine. After that I spent the evening in my bed finishing the Supernatural series and texting some of my friends.

I hope you all have an amazing weekend!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh 

Day Sixty Nine and Seventy: 10 and 11 March 2015

Hello Wonderful People,

I want to start this post with a question, do y’all believe in Karma? Because I’m starting to… The other day I was on the phone with a very close friend of mine and I made fun of him for having the sniffles because he is always sick with something. And the next morning I woke up with so much congestion I thought my head was going to explode… Now I can barely breathe through my nose and I sound gross and no amount of cold medicine is helping me. I’m pretty sure my current condition is because of the weather but I can’t help but think that Karma had something to do with this. I will never laugh at someone for having the sniffles again! And my friend who always has the sniffle is currently laughing at me as I blow my nose. So that’s my question feel free to answer me in the comment section below, because I’m beginning to think there is so truth behind this whole ordeal.

Now that that has been settled let’s talk about the last couple days. Yesterday was a wonderful day, I woke up when I wanted too and I got to watch Supernatural all day… well not all day I had somewhere to be at 5:30. But until that point I could just lounge around all day and I did. I got through all of season 8 and started season 9! Then at 5:30 I had to leave to go to JC Penny’s with my mom so she could pick up her new shoes for Zumba, and I ended up getting a new pair of Nike’s too. They are a bright sky blue color with coral accents. Then after that we went to Zumba class for an hour which kicked my sick butt because I had a hard time breathing through the workout because of my nose being so stuffy. Thankfully I was able to make it through without too much difficulty, I did sit out one song just to catch my breath because I felt like I was going to pass out. After class was over my mom and I met my sister for dinner at Panera Bread because none of us had eaten dinner yet. We had a great time at dinner and my sister talked about all of the problems she has with her husband and we all listened and told her she was right no matter what. After dinner we came back home and I took a long and well deserved shower and then settled down on my couch to watch 19 Kids and Counting with my mom. Then not to long after that we all decided it was bed time and I got all snuggled up in my bed and fell asleep.

Then today I actually had somewhere to be so I had to make myself look presentable, got up around 10 and did my hair and makeup before making my way to the dentist. After 20 minutes of being stabbed in the gums by the dental hygienist the dentist came in and told me I needed to have another cavity filled. This kind of news is no longer new to me, every time I go to the dentist it seems that I have another cavity that needs to be filled. My dentist told me that it had nothing to do with my dental hygiene but it’s actually my teeth that are the problem, I have weak enamel and the way my teeth are shaped makes it very hard to reach all of the crevices which makes it hard to clean. All of those things add up to make me a cavity machine. It’s a struggle, so tomorrow morning I will be going to get yet another cavity filled. After leaving the dentist office I wanted to do something fun and since I cashed in all of my coins earlier that day I decided that I wanted to go to Ulta and buy an eye shadow palette that I have had my eye on for weeks. I drove across town and when I got there I was very disappointed to learn that they no longer had that one in stock. I decided to by a NYX palette while I was there and I would search for the TooFaced palette at Sephora which was just down the road. The NYX palette I got is called Stormy Skies and it is a part of their Dream Catchers collection. After making my purchase at Ulta I made my way to Sephora and they didn’t have the palette I was looking for either but they did have another one that I was interested in. I played with all of the colors and I decided that I would get that one instead. It’s the Too Faced Cat Eyes palette and then while I was there I picked up the Urban Decay Shadow Box palette as well. So my treat to myself for having to get another cavity filled was three eye shadow palettes and some Starbucks. Even though I’m pretty sure Starbucks is what got me into trouble in the first place, but a girl needs her caffeine. That wasn’t all for my day, after I got home I watched a few episodes of Supernatural before my mom came to get me and we went and got dinner at Chipotle. I could only chew on the left side of my mouth thanks to the rough work of the dental hygienist, but I enjoyed my burrito bowl just the same. After dinner we went to Dick’s Sporting Goods to get a beginners yoga DVD because my mom wants to learn yoga, and I wanted to get some tank tops to do Zumba in. I found 2 Reebok tank tops that have cute sayings on them, one is white and in black letters says “fearless, sweat more” and a blue one with yellow letters that says “do more of what makes you happy”. I love both of these and I can’t wait to wear them this week. The rest of the night was uneventful because I just watched Supernatural on my couch, and now I’m in my bed talking about becoming a vampire with my friend and compelling Luke Bryan to marry me and if I get Luke does that mean my friend gets Luke’s wife. It’s a very interesting conversation to be honest, but I need to get some sleep since I have to be up early and I’m sick! I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh 

Day Fifty, Fifty One, and Fifty Two: 19, 20, & 21 February 2015

Hello Lovely People!

So exciting news, I’m am typing this blog post on my new laptop! My old laptop was having a lot of issues and it was time for an update, so today I went to Best Buy and got my new baby. It’s the HP Stream and it’s sleek like a Mac book but it’s blue. I love how light it is and easy it is to use. All I have been doing since I got home is play with it and set it up the way I like it.

Sorry I haven’t blogged over the last few days, I have been swamped with school work. On Thursday I spent most of my day watching Supernatural with Sarah like I do most days and I am now officially on season 7. So much is happening and it’s constantly blowing my mind! Sarah loves how obsessed I am with, and the constant references we make. Then on Friday, I drove back home for the weekend like usual. Once I got into town I went to Total Wine to look for a bottle of wine that I fell in love with. They didn’t have the one I was looking for, but the gentleman helping me showed me a bottle that was the exact same as what I was looking for. I bought two bottles and then that night my mom and I almost drank the whole bottle it was so good. We spent the rest of the night watching The Other Woman on TV. After that I fell asleep on the couch which is why I didn’t blog last night. I passed out on the couch around 10pm, I was exhausted.

As for Saturday, well today has been one heck of a day. I have been all over town with my mom going to all sorts of different places to get things done. So this morning my mom got a flat tire so she had to borrow my car to go pick up Girl Scout cookies from the warehouse. Then my dad and I took her car to Firestone to get a new tire. After that mom and I unloaded the cookies into the house, then we packed ourselves into my car and made our way to Walmart to pick up a few things for my grandmother who refuses to leave the house because of the snow on the ground. When we got to her house and explained about my laptop she said that she wanted to help me get a new one and gave me the money for a new one. I couldn’t believe that she gave me that much money, but my new laptop counts as an early birthday present from her and I’m fine with that! We spent at least 30 minutes at her house. Then we went to Best Buy and once we picked out the laptop the associate went on the hunt to find the free Office download that I was eligible for. He was struggling and it took him a long time, and while he was gone looking for the answer my mom got a call that her car was ready to be picked up. The car place closed at 6pm and at that point it was 5:30. We told the associate that we needed to go and get her car and we would be back. He said he would hold the laptop for us and we left. We got her car, went back to Best Buy and they still didn’t have any of the free office cards but someone had gone to another store to pick some up. We decided to go to dinner while we waited and we went to a local place that was packed as usual. We waited for 45 minutes to get a table but after that our food came so quickly. We were back at Best Buy by 8 and by that time they had what we needed. I got my laptop with all the free amenities and I love it. I was supposed to be working on a paper but I just couldn’t get myself to work on it I was too excited about my new toy.

Well I am going to go to bed because I am exhausted, I will see y’all later!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh

Day Forty Seven: 16 February 2015

Hello Everyone,

I hope you’ve had a good Monday! Mine has been interesting to say the least… Everything went normal this morning and I went to my first class at 10:00. Then after that I went to the business office to pay my deposit for housing next year to make sure I got to live in the apartments again. Then after that I spent two hours trying to cram as much information into my brain as possible because I had a test at 1. It was as complete struggle, even though I had study what I thought was a decent amount, when I looked at the test I felt clueless. It took me a good 10 minutes to organize my thoughts so I could answer the essay questions. Luckily after I did that I was able to come up with some fairly okay answers and I finished my test.  Then after that I came back to my apartment to relax before I had to work.

It was at this point that my day started taking a turn. I was watching Supernatural with Sarah when I got an email from the school saying that due to the weather the cafeteria would only be open from 4:15-6 for dinner. I just so happened to be working from 4-6, so at this point I had to come up with an alternative for dinner since I wouldn’t be able to eat at the café. While I was at work I got the idea to order Chinese food, and when I got back to my room after work I called the restaurant and they said they weren’t doing delivery tonight. I then had to come up another plan… which led me to go to Food Lion and pick up a red baron pizza. It was delicious, so it wasn’t an awful decision. I spent the rest of the night watching season 5 of Supernatural with Sarah. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I’ve been in a weird mood all day and I'm not sure how to snap out of it. I think all of the dreams I've been having recently are finally getting to me.

Anytime I close my eyes he is all I see, and no matter what I do before bed he is all I dream about. It’s not healthy because it causes me to wake up depressed. And now that it’s snowing outside I keep getting flashbacks of last year when it snowed and he and I stayed in bed all day and watched movies because there was no way we were going to go outside. All of my professors have cancelled class tomorrow and that means I will be staying inside all day. Which brings back those memories, and I just found a folder on my computer about the wedding he and I were going to have and I had even started a document where I wrote down little things that I wanted to say in my vows. It was literally like being stabbed in the chest as I scrolled through everything. I don’t have the heart to delete it yet but it hurts too much to know it’s there.

I’m so confused about how I feel, because I say one thing when I feel something completely different. There are some days where I feel fine and that I can forget about the past and move on and then there are days where I don’t want to move and all I can do is cry because how could I possibly move on when I feel so empty inside. I just don’t know how much more of this roller coaster I can take.

I will talk to y’all tomorrow! Have a good Tuesday and if it’s snowing where you are, I hope you stay safe and warm and if it’s not snowing where you are just know that I am extremely jealous of you!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh 

Day Forty Two and Forty Three: 11 and 12 February 2015

Well hey there lovely people of the internet,

I hope y’all are doing well, and that you’ve had a good week! Thank God tomorrow is Friday because I know I sure need a good weekend to relax and forget about everything that has happened this week. Let’s recap shall we? First Monday I had a test that I felt unprepared for, then Tuesday was awful because I was sick all day and got text messages from my ex-boyfriends mother, Wednesday I still didn’t feel well but forced myself to go to class, then there is today where everything was going great until I got a message from an old friend asking me if I wanted to be his friend with benefits. I’m just hoping tomorrow will be better because I sure need a good day.

Yesterday was a hard day to get through because I was confused all day about the text messages I had received the night before. I still don’t know what to think about them. They have put so many thoughts into my head and there is no escape. I thought I was moving on and was finally going to be able to free myself of my past and look forward to my future. And now all of the progress I've made has been shattered. I was doing so well, I wasn’t thinking about him all the time and I was happy for the first time since he left. Now I think about him constantly, I dream of him every night and I even have daydreams about him. I can’t focus on anything because he is always on my mind. All of these daydreams are bad for my mental health, they are either happy memories or scenarios that I wish would happen. Even while I was doing homework I listened to the playlist of all of the love songs we sang to each other. I have even looked at that playlist since he broke up with me it was just too painful and now I'm listening to it all the time. I just don’t know what to do.

Today was no exception to this, I thought of him constantly. I woke up this morning crying because the dream I had wasn’t real. How can I move past this when every time I feel like I've moved forward something comes along and sets me right back to where I am now. I just wish I could talk to him and figure all of this out. I have so many questions that I wish he would answer. I wish I could tell him that I still love him despite what he has done. Other than think of him all day I finished season 4 of Supernatural and my mind is blown I can’t believe everything that happened. I don’t want to say any details because it might spoil it for someone who hasn’t seen it yet. Let’s just say that it was crazy! I can’t wait to start season 5 tomorrow!

I’m sorry for all of the talk about my ex-boyfriend I just needed to vent before I exploded. I still might explode but at least this helps ease the tension! I hope y’all have a fantastic Friday! I promise to go back to beauty blogging tomorrow!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh 

Day Forty and Forty One: 9 and 10 February 2015

Hello Lovelies,

So I had this entire blog post planned out and just as I sat down to right it all hell broke loose in my life. I am so beyond confused there are no words to describe it. Let me just start from the beginning so that y’all know what’s going on right now.

Yesterday was an average Monday; I went to class and work and did a lot of homework to make sure everything got turned in on time. Honestly I had a lot more to say about yesterday but my mind is being clouded by the situation that is unfolding right now.

Today however started off in an awful way. I was physically sick all morning and I could barely get out of bed today. I took the day off and didn’t go to any classes and I didn’t go to work either. I lounged around all day in bed and read a book for one of my classes and when I was feeling a little better in the afternoon I typed up the outline for the section of the book I had read. Once that was done I started watching Supernatural like I do anytime I have free time. I am almost to season 5, so I am catching up to the current season which is season 10 for all of you who don’t watch the show. Then some friends came over to do homework and at that point watching my show was pointless because I couldn’t hear what was going on anymore. Then promptly at 9pm Sarah and I sat down to watch the new episode of Supernatural and then at 10pm we watched the season finale of My Big Fat Fabulous Life. All seemed to be going great at that point it wasn’t until I was going to bed that things started to happen.

I got a text message out of the blue from my ex-boyfriends mother telling me she hoped I was feeling better which is really sweet of her because she didn’t need to do that. I politely replied saying that I was feeling better and that I appreciate her concern. I thought that was the end of it but she replied to me and I'm not going to put it on the internet because I want to respect her privacy. Just know that I am so confused by what she said and I don’t know how to feel about the whole situation.

I know have the pleasure of calling my mother tomorrow to inform her of the conversation I had this evening and I know her reaction is going to be an interesting one. I will be sure to let y’all know how that goes for me…

I’m exhausted and I need to go to bed especially after the events that just transpired, I will talk to y’all tomorrow. I hope you have a wonderful Wednesday.

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh 

Day Twenty-Five: 25 January 2015

Hello everyone,

Today was another uneventful day for me, I spent all morning and most of the afternoon watching the rest if season one of Supernatural and I have to say that I’m obsessed with this show! Sam and Dean have me wrapped around their beautiful fingers, and I can’t help but think about when I’m going to be able to watch the next episode. Netflix is my best friend right now because I will be using that a lot over the next few weeks as I try and watch 10 seasons of this show. My obsession has gotten so bad that I have even threatened to shoot my roommate with rock salt. I can’t believe I didn’t know about this show sooner! Other than watching Supernatural I made my way back to school with two of my roommates today and ever since I got back I have been doing homework for my technology classes and all I've wanted to do was shoot myself with rock salt because this homework is awful. The questions were dumb and I had no idea what I was talking about even after I read the chapters several times and looked things up online. Now I am sitting here in the living room of my apartment listening to my best friends little sister in her sorority talk about movies and ask questions about things she should know, and when she asked about how many continents there are I just about smacked the crap out of her. It’s such a shame that there are people out there who don’t know such easy facts. So I'm sitting here listening to her talk and drinking a glass of wine because that is the only way I can get through having a conversation with her. The struggle is real for this week. Cheers to ending the week with wine, bring it on Monday!

Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh