Hello Everyone,
I hope y’all are having a good week so far even though it’s
only Tuesday. That being said I have had a very stressful beginning to my week
and it just keeps getting worse. With all of the classes that were cancelled last
week because of the snow and ice this week all of my professors are trying to
play catch up. I am swamped with work and its really starting to affect me
mentally. Yesterday I had to turn in two make up assignments and I had to write
a paper and study for two tests that I had for Tuesday. On top of that I had to
work for 4-6 and thankfully I was able to write my paper while I was at work.
Once I got back to my room I had some major studying to do. I tried my best to
get into reading my textbook but I kept getting sidetracked. Eventually I muddled
through the two chapters I had to read for the test and began studying for the
second exam I had. I made myself go to sleep around midnight because I knew if I
went to bed any later I would not wake up in the morning.
Which brings us to today, and today has been one of the worst
Tuesdays I’ve had in a long time. I woke up early this morning like I always do
and I got myself together in plenty of time to get to class early so I could go
over my study guide one more time before the test. My plan was that when I got
done with my test and left class I would have plenty of time to go put gas in
my car and spend some time studying for the big exam I had in my next class. Well
like usual that plan fell through… in my class we ended up not having to take
the exam so instead of just letting us leave she made us act out different scenarios
which were a complete waste of my time. We didn’t get out of class until the last
minute and I didn’t have time to study or to get gas. I had to rush to my next
class and pray that all of the studying I had done last night had absorbed into
my brain. Then I had to rework my plan because my car was on empty and there
was no way that I could make it through the rest of the day without getting
gas. I decided that when I was finished with my test I would quickly go get gas
and then run back to my dorm to get my paper that I had forgotten to put in my
bag this morning that I needed for class. Luckily that plan worked out a lot
better than my first one. I finished my test quickly and I was able to get everything
done very quickly. I even had a little under an hour to just chill and relax
before my third class of the day. Then after all of my classes were over I was
able to go to lunch with Sarah and then I went to work where I attempted to do
some homework but it didn’t work out that way… I ended up taking some advice
from another friend of mine, Courtney, and I decided to text my ex-boyfriend to
see if I could get some answers to all of the questions that have been swimming
around in my mind since December. Needless to say he and I have been talking
for the last couple of hours and he did answer the questions I had for him. I
thought I was going to feel different after I learned the truth but now I don’t
know how to feel. I had expected to feel better and to be relieved that I finally
knew the answer but I feel the opposite. I almost feel worse than I did before
today.
Well on that note, I’m going to try and get some homework
done so I can go to bed. I will talk to y’all later!
Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh
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