Hello Everyone,
Today was laundry day for me, because I couldn’t avoid it
anymore and I was running dramatically low on the amount of clean socks in my
drawer. It took a few hours but I managed to clean all of my clothes and I now
have nice fresh socks to wear! Other than doing my laundry I have spent most of
my day reading the Divergent Trilogy. I ended the second book in the series
today and started the final book and I only have about 16 chapters left and I
can’t seem to put it down. The story is so enthralling that I find myself with
the constant need to continue reading it. It’s the reason I didn’t blog earlier
like I intended to, if any of you have read these books you’ll understand my
pain. I admire the main characters strength even when all hope is lost, and I
hope that I could be that way especially now when I need to be strong. Today
was a hard day for me and my current mental health. It seemed that everything
reminded me of my recent ex-boyfriend and it hurt to think of him, I miss him
and I know that I shouldn’t because he broke my heart even though he promised
he would never hurt me. I was doing fine until I was scrolling through the TV
channels and I found a stupid movie to put on while I folded my clothes. In the
movie the main character’s boyfriend leaves her and as he leaves her he tells
her he doesn’t love her anymore and she is heartbroken just like I am. Then at
the end of the movie he comes back to her and tells her he lied and that he was
sorry and that he would never leave her again. It hurt to know that that would
never happen to me because my life is not a movie and the girl and boy don’t
always end up together in the end. I’m trying to be strong but it’s not very
easy when every fiber of my being wants him back. That’s it for today.
Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh
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