Hello Everyone!
Yesterday wasn’t a normal Tuesday for me; I woke up way too
early and had to go to class except this time it was snowing outside… I hate
snow and I always have. I hate anything that’s cold and wet and comes from the
sky to be honest. So it was an omen for how the day was going to be. It was
freezing cold and I was covered in snow trying to get to my classes. Thankfully
by the time I got to work around 1pm the snow had stopped and it was just cold instead
of wet and cold. Before I clocked in at work I called my doctor and made an
appointment for tomorrow afternoon for me to get back on my depression
medication. I have been battling with myself over this decision over the last
few weeks and I have decided that it’s the right thing to do for me. I can feel
myself slipping into my depression and I don’t want to be that girl again. I
wish I was strong enough to do it on my own but nothing I do can distract me
long enough to stay happy. After work was over I came back to my apartment and
watched more supernatural with my best friend before doing all of my homework
and being productive. I got my work done so early that I was able to have
cleaned the entire apartment and taken a shower by 7:30. Around 9pm she and I sat
down to watch the new episode of Supernatural which had me so confused since I hadn’t
seen the previous seasons but I watched it with her anyway. Then at 10 we
watched My Big Fat Fabulous Life, this is now our Tuesday ritual. We went to
bed early and for some reason I just couldn’t stay asleep which brings me to
today. I woke up 6 times before my alarm went off between 5:40 and 7:45. It was
awful I have been exhausted all day but I've had so much to do. I've had to
make a presentation for tomorrow, figure out what I'm going to wear for the
presentation, and begin reading a book for one of classes. The book I’m reading
is written by Colin Powell and it’s actually a really good book and I'm glad I picked
it. I have to have an outline of the first 9 chapters submitted tomorrow by
11:59pm. In the short amount of time I've been reading this book I've gotten through
4 chapters and I'm partially through chapter 5 so doing that shouldn’t be too
difficult. I just have to stay on task tomorrow and hope nothing major happens.
Thankfully it’s almost Friday so I can go home and relax after this week.
Thanks for reading xoxo Lashleigh
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